+ Trenton + car + car

+ Eclectic Factory +
minus some letters
+ Yumegiwa Last Boy +
a memory of Juliette +
her at her laptop
clacking + a cigarette
in her hand --does she
smoke even? Likely no,
likely not in the
house, her sister's?
+ all the deadlines
I've missed + the
promises + Ryan Eckes (
what is he doing?)
+ beb + mall santa dance,
that she never does
anymore + everything I do
is ten times cuter
+ car + car + car

plus the snarling look
of disgust on Chloe's face
+ I Love Ugly clothing +
lack of eye contact on
12th st + flea market
+ status pattern +
prada + prada + gucci +
his dark ass lips +
a match + a cigarette
+ a ride to work
w/ whatever business
casual I could muster,
the manuscript?
for Otis? For Rae?
"manic insouciance"
that was what was said,
didn't much care for it
all after that + night
email from Matt Kremer,
telling me to make my
mind my redeemer +
he could've been drunk
+ you never know can
you? the last
twenty centuries +
Flirting Scholars +
Rogue Scholars +
Father's Day +
car + car + car

Bourbon Station
here I come!
+ new pen + Florsheim
+ obscure Norwegian
polo + british khaki
+ green vintage
blazer from upstate
NY, not Newburgh +
everyone in upstate
NY shits on Newburgh,
says beb during car ride
through to Cornwall +
it is low income they
all say + I looked at
it when I drove through --
it looked like
5th St in North Philly
a bit, cept no
viet businesses +
it was a quick drive thru
+ we had somewhere
to be. like outlaws.
+ car +
car +
car

+ drum machine +
no matter how hard
one tries

+ James Gandolfini died.
At least he died in
Italy, Nicky says,
but I just think, one
night in bed, that
his family would just
have to pay extra to
move his body back to
Jersey. That is, if
they wanted him
buried there. And
why not?
+ it seems right,
right?