no anger here

just having what

is abundant

until the real thing

comes along

chupa chups

did he ever get me with the Deems tune
I was in the alcove of the place by Oscar's which sold
shoes and in the door of Bikram Yoga, I grabbed everything
she's idle in the minds of men

I quickened my pace once double-stepped it out
of Oregon and saw the layering of the purplish-grey clouds
knew I was in for quite the sweat
and quite the cold shower

long

living in the manner of care
which is farcical,
I yam dulled by reeding
and righting, am pumped quickly,
deflated over years,
with only humor
as the sole

what ruff skin forms
after a time w/ the English-mades
need that pumice, man,
after all the sweat is wiped
I make my intended mark

settle into my mind
laff all night
long

cave neck

tried rolling

my neck to the left

and then the right

all around really

hearing the crinkles

and low fizzing

popping,

was essentially a noodle at the desk

I had closed out several potential clients

Holden Ransome was one of their names

I didn't close her, no, she was one of the few worth

putting down in Dave's notebook 

( he had categories:

celebrity, prurient, 

first names that were similar to last 

[e.g., Richard Richardson],

and downright silly

don't get to see much of him now in my cave

I have an 'experience the experience' poster board leftover

from a time before I had started,

clipped two of those suckers together

and created a neat little roof for myself,

it's for my eyes

I tell people when they ask

they're very light sensitive